it's me!

2009-10-11T19:21:00.002+08:00

finally.......
promos are over!
suddenly lost a goal.
i also dunno why.
have been sleeping a lot lately
but still feel quite tired.

D&D caused me quite a lot of trouble.
hais.
shall not talk about it
since is unhappy stuff.

hope i can be promoted!

recenty ate too much
have been feeling bloated.
arghh..
hate this feeling
bleagh.

anyway, new week, new feeling.

2009-08-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

my time has been so packed recently that im going home after the sun sets.
that's pretty sad. and this has caused my rashes to act up again :(
got into D&D comm - Prog comm. quite a lot of things to be done.
i must admit that im not a good ic. cant b decisve at times.
hope this experience will make me a better person - to be more decisive and give better instructions.

after getting into D&D, life somewhat changed.
time becomes more precious to me.
24 hrs - school, homework, tuition, council (marketing), D&D, check mails EVERYDAY, eat, sleep, tv, rest.
i have been compromising my sleep, tv, rest - total less that 6hrs. that's pathetic.
homework- done nil for 1 WHOLE week.
im a goner.
want to head towards goal of mugger, a least do some revision/homework a day.

well, really busy and tired these days.
chionged my EoM last week jus before the national day celebration until 3+ am. super tired and woke up like a zombie next day.
didn touch any tutorials, lecture notes to revise at all.
like dead.
i dun want to get retain.
i want to stay in council.
i dun want to owe tutorials.
i want to be alert in lectures and tutorials.
have to realy manage my time really well.
24 hrs a day is seriously not enough for ppl like me.

luckily, my pw group is very nice and efficient.
i didn do much for the newest wr. feel a bit guilty.
i love my pw grp! nice and understanding people(:

tired. wants quality AND quantity sleep.

2009-07-22T21:59:00.008+08:00

too much things have happened in this one month..

too busy? too happening.

after AB camp abt a week plus, had a commanche bbq at chin hao's place.

had fun!

first time finishing almost all the food. haas(:

went home quite late though.

of cos, lectures during june hols.

an essential part of school life.

not forgetting the long-time commitment, PW,

another important part of JC life.

june hols, a good time to have gatherings.

nonetheless, didn have any with 4i. kinda expected though.

but yet, met up with a few frens(:

and we acted super chinese. lols.

prepare for MYCT.

the super mugging portion.

read thru notes, do tutorials, burning mid-night oil and sleeping late into the afternoon, going to be a geek!

well, that's part of JC life too i guess...

didn remember myself studying so hard for O' levels

well well well.....

practiced lots of maths, though couldn do some qn, but still feel kinda accomplished(:

MYCT!

vj's postponed 1 week later. lucky kw.

didn do well for myct.

failed all subjects but didn feel very sad for math cos i would have done worse without those practice that i've done over the nights.

math, not so sad, but a bit mad with myself for the blindness and careless while expanding.

bio was okay, a bit of careless and naq (not answering the question), caused me to lose some marks, or i would have passed. lol.

chem, super duper careless. shaded wrong circle on OAS, caused me to lose a mark. also my sf/dp. drats.

econs was disappointing, even my teacher says so.

could have scored better.

but well, it's over and time to work hard for the promos!!!

have to work very hard for all my subs!

i want to get promoted to J2 and stay in council!! (:

passion.

so tired recently. didn get much sleep.

stayed up late to do stuff, like PW and tutorials, was lagging behind.

had investiture rehearsal on one saturday, arranged for a commanche lunch, but i didn want to wait for 3 hrs cos council was the earliest slot and the class leaders the latest, which may end abt 12 plus, 1 plus??

so i went home, sleep!

didn slp much though, trying to read my chem notes before doing the tutorial cos i forgot totally what the chpt was abt. bad memory.

had a busy week.

didn have cca for the past weeks due to H1N1.

2 of my classmates' family members were suspected of H1N1. like shocking huh...

the more shocking thing is that both of them were in my pw grp. *oh yea?!*

so left me with dorcas to review interview qn on fri.

suddenly, we had this bright light bulb in our head. *ting*

had a great idea to put it in our interview. (:

completed and ready to send for vetting! (:

hoo! yea!!(:

cos of pw, i didn had lunch. didn ate anything from 7am till 3pm.

didn feel as hungry while all the lectures,tutorials,practicals,pw, are going on..dunno why.

after pw, suddenly so hungry. my stomach finally wake up from its sleep. lol.

then went to buy food at amk hub, cos school canteen alr closed at 330pm when we left sku.

on the way home met ko in 88 bus unexpectedly. haa(:

super tired when i reach home, and slept a while.

didn hv energy to do EoM due on mon.

hais..somemore i went out last sat with mum from morn to late evening, of cos not enuf sleep.

but was nice going out with mum though.

had nice vegetarian food, walked in the Hort Park to Mount Faber through Henderson bridge, and a few places which i dun noe the name, and finally to harbourfront! whoo hoo!

hvn walked so much after night ex of AB camp. though is like about 1/10 of the distance.

went avcc on sun morning. i was early. haha (:

had breakfast there with the avcc yec.

i took orders an inpromptu thing which i didn expect i would be the one doing it.

and eveyone had food! (:

不愧当了3年的refreshment i/c

haa(: experienced refreshment i/c.

self-praise. lol. im thick-skinned.

completed EoM.

i did it till 230am. slept till 6am n went sku. super tired. but finally, it's done!! (:

had not a good sleep for a long time.

still slept quite late, and thus, little, this week.

checking mails and stuff, didn do much work. sad.

i got into D&D ad hoc.

whoo hoo!

big event.

investiture.

22july 2009, 1400 to 1615.

a memorable investiture.

more than those i've been thru in secondary school.

very touching and it's a nice experience.

the 26th SC has been thru so much before getting the "councillor" badge

i believe all 39 of us will cherish it and continue the legacy of 25th.

we've a big step to go before we'll be as good as our seniors

jiayou 26th!!

AB camp-commanche

2009-06-12T21:35:00.004+08:00

commanche!
1, 2, 3, ........., 15! full strength! haha(:
AB camp 09- 5 days 4 nights. LAC & AJC.

first 2 days [o1o6o9 &o2o6o9] - ppl are not used to the camp, feels rather sucky.
realised that there are a lot of selfish ppl ard.
got pumped. not as much as elects' camp.
didn know much of the ppl in my grp except for 4- 1 is my class leader, 1 is my ex classmate, 2 from council. (that's considered a lot i guess.)
played games, eat together, facilitation, do almost everything together in that 5 days and know more abt each other.
was rather enlightened at some stuff during the course of 5 days.
there are all sorts of people in the world and is not possible to be nice to everyone, cos sometimes ppl may not even recognise ur efforts. n there are all sorts of weird and funny people ard... etc etc.

3rd day [o3o6o9]- things are turning to the brighter side.
went for day expedition at kent ridge and we had to find our way there with a map.
good thing i wasn the navigator then, or else commanche sure lose our way (cos i duno how to read a map until......)
got to kent ridge park. was drizzling. wore poncho, feels wet, sticky, humid, warm.
yuck! (since camps are suppose to make u smell "nice".. lol)
played a few games, we didn keep our promise we made earlier, instructors were unhappy abt it, but then we made efforts to keep it till the end eventually.
sandcastle @ east coast park! woohoo!!
built a sandcastle with half strength (cos there are 2 structures to be built)
was benson's bday too(:
he got super super high!
loads n loads of jokes and laughter during the lunch break we had.
nice sandcastle building experience despite a lil unhappiness in between.
nice weather that complements it.
feels very accomplished completing the structure within abt 2 hrs.
i wrote 'non mihi solum' on the structure - received some compliments- feels excited and accomplished. hehe(:
people were very nice and patient to me then, cos the words are rather tough to carve it out nicely..
took photos with the castles(: sadly i dun have them, cos we are not allowed to have out phones with us):
had an unhappy night on o3o6o9 ):
super pissed off that day with quite a number of stuff.
didn want to talk to anybody and my enthu totally vanished.
but had a rather good talk with ziying.
was more pissed than ever when ppl dun cooperate for SL prep.
took me a long while to chill. (thanks ppl for not talking to me while im pissed)

day 4 [o4o6o9]- SL day.
a lot of things happened- happy and unhappy.
SL was a great success! kids from AMK FSC were very happy with the games played.
they were rather cooperative and nice, cute bunch of kids jus that they were really hyperactive.
thanks to dylan and benson, who had their ways with kids esp dylan.
kudos!
apache and commanche had made this a great success! (:
some hiccups during the lunch break.
shall not mention it. feels sorry for what has happened. i can understand the feeling of it. cos i have encountered it.
overall, it's still a good job done for SL! (:
had an emotional workshop. learnt a few stuff.
understand more on how to control emotions. (gals are bad at this)
rest time before the real challenge- night expedition!

nice experience for night expedition!
i was super super high, like ultimate highness!
felt rather a chore to keep asking permission for this and that, but well, we had fun time doing that too, dont we?
set off from AJ at abt 2200.
first few checkpoints are all the places i know. haaa(:
despite the fact that i cnt read a map.
met with a small accident outside amk hub- motorist w cabbie.
luckily, it's very minor.
got to be navigator with benson.
he taught me how to read a map. (so nice..)(see, i learnt how to read a map! the fruitful learning outcome of AB camp!)
i knew the way to the checkpoints jus that i cnt follow a map, until i got to know how to read it.
so happy and enthu!
took a rest & toilet break at petrol kiosk- super gross.
all the way to woodleigh, chged navigator.
walked at the back with qin jie, shen wei etc, etc..
nice talking while navigators are busy looking at the map, leading us to the correct route.
quite eerie if i were to walk alone at woodleigh, where we passed by a columbarium..
maris stella high was ard there. cedar used to be there too..so scary..wonder how the guys go home at night, if they were to stay late.
played games. quite fun. all abt trust. cool game.
walk walk walk...someone knocked her head on the lamp post. must be too tired.
we started to look out for each other, protecting and alerting for the lamp posts..
quite a hazzle, cos s'pore has toooo much lamp posts on the streets.
walk walk walk, benson started singing...some others are too tired.
hard to talk to them, cos they're half awake n very diff to make them high although we have glucose drink. hehe(:
lots of laughter on the way(:
i was super high and enthu until i started to b a road marshal with shen wei.
realised road marshal is a rather tough job- run run run to help look out for traffic.
panting until i didn have breath to talk to shen wei, that's when i became low...and chong hui became high.argh.missed that fun opportunity.
tired. esp legs. we sat down everywhere we could. near pedestrain crossing, outside petrol kiosk, busstop, any ground.. like yea, super suan.
generally all of us feel that our legs gonna break soon.
ate some oreo.benson became a lil high again. haha(:
continue walking n eating n talking, to keep awake.
i was getting high again.boost from the glucose drink!
going to reach destination, played a last game, which i played at elects' camp too. so council elects are not supposed to talk.
completed the game, took much longer than we took in elects' camp cos brain half dead.
facilitation- so funny. some fall aslp during facilitation, some talking nonsensically, all sorts of funny stuff appear. (the true agenda of night expedition)
walked a super far route to ECP. victoria school was nowhere to be found on the map, like weird.lol. creepy huh?
i was the navigator again, cos i was most awake with benson.
i walked super fast, cos i wanted to reach there before 0630. benson keep asking me to slow down n i didn realise that ppl could catch up with me, sorry ppl.
in the end, we reached ECP, bedok jetty, on time- punctual- 0630!
it doesn matter if we are the last to reach despite we're the first to leave AJ cos we had fun, quite a lot of breaks (as compared with some grps) in the 24km course.

day 5- reached ECP-bedok jetty.
mission accomplished!
proud of commanche that we finished the course tgt(:
nice breeze in the morning, rested a while before fall in. had cadbury boost! - thanks chin hao!(:
had breakfast and headed back to sch-on bus. slpt throughout! heard that i have funny slping pose n was like a dead log. couldn imagine how much energy i tapped to stay high throughout the 8++hr course.
took a nice shower and an hr sleep before grad ceremony, lunch and subway!!
benson got his bday card.so sweet right?
got presents from SIs- balloons, cards, candles. (other grps are jealous)
before subway, we had elects' meeting to announce the exco members.
subway @ bishan. waited for SIs. joked a lot, quite noisy bunch of ppl haha(:
bought a present for chin hao. had a lot of fun and funny stuff at subway. (other grps are jealous)
after few hrs, go home. saw a few 25th, they havin lunch too..haha..
i guess all ppl involved are very tired.
heard some ppl went home immediately and knocked out.
anyway, i also knocked out after unpacking my stuff and another shower.
14hrs of sleep!
(super long long long long long long long long long post.....)
loves commanche!

2009-05-25T22:11:00.004+08:00

went to do pw on sat in the lib
i was late again. so sorry:(
3 of us brought lappys and 1 guitar. like cool!
discussed abt our gpp and did complete most of the stuff,
felt so accomplished(:
toon jia's grp was also there with a missing member.
i pity them then, cos they had so so so much to do..
went lunch with hid while dorcas and julia left.
we talked (gossip) abt the funny things that happen to our class-31/09
the super funny and happening class(:
it was like so funny and we laughed for so long before heading back to the lib-to mug is jus doing hmwk. oh well well...
did some work before dad called and asked me for dinner.
like okay..gonna ps hid.

then on sun, went vivo to collect mayday concert tickets!
woohoo!!
woke up late, so went there late and and and...
the queue was super super super long la!
took me like 2 to 3 hours to queue to get the seatings.
and i was like super hungry then, cos i didn had breakfast n it was like 1+pm..
so i went to buy subway while my sis queued.
then while queueing, we ate.
though not comfortable, but at least my hungry stomach is satisfied(:
haha(:
then wanted to watch movie, but upon seeing the loooooooooonnnnnnnngggggg queue at the GV counter, forget it. let's not watch now, have to queue again and is expensive..
so went to buy choc and headed for grandma hse
the long-waited yumm yumm! haha(:
im a glutton!
play with my cousin, cos she was so sad and moody..aww...
brought her to walk around then a while later, she looks so much happier(:
finally was able to do my hmwk again:(
too much hmwk, couldn complete :(
then went home rather late and did somemore work until midnight..

good thing i didn look very tired and like zombie today...

had college day briefing jus now, came home, tired.
need to charge my batt soon..
tmr another briefing- AB camp.
would be more tired tmr i guess, cos gt pe and fewer breaks sobs:(

feel bad abt having to chg the interest grp meeting date time and again cos it seems like im the super busy one in the grp.
hopefully, we can get to have a proper meeting date which i wun clash again..

2009-05-19T23:34:00.003+08:00

went back AJ on sat for special olympics. supposedly 31/09 was to meet at mac's opp amk lib at 615, then in the end, only 5 out of 20 ppl turned up. feels so cheated. even the one who suggested woke up late and couldn make it. feels cheated. went to sku after breakfast, with the other 4 that turned up. event started at 9 plus and we had to reach at 715 n we did practically nth between 715 to 9. once again, feels so cheated. could have slept an hour or 2 more if i didn go for breakfast and reaching there so early.. im deprived of sleep.
my duty- finish line marshal- the high five ppl! haha(: did my duty with vincent and titus and a gal from 01/09. quite fun, but weather was damn hot that morning, sun was so bright and there wasnt any clouds to block off some sun:( chatted and chatted between the events. talked a lot. the gal wasn very engaging, i oso dunno why. lol. there wasn any shelter for the volunteers(us-aj students), wad if we got heat stroke or wadever illlness? then they have no volunteers. lol. the athletes are good in running. some of them are so pro. but then i feel a lil sorry for them, the sch made those really good ones to run for so many events that at the end of their 3rd of 4th event, they are knocked out-totally tired and some injuries like cramps. i think even professionals dun run 3 or more events in the same day within a few hr..well, good job!hope the one at nus on 7&8 june would be a success!! *will miss lecture cos of AB camp n special olympic*

went to the dialogue session in sengkang on sun (170509) morning. woke up early, tired. feels a lil cheated for reaching so early..had the session at anchor green pri sch, made me think back of my pri sku days..so adorable and sweet.. after that first dialogue session, then went to PA HQ for the second, about general elections. quite a fruitful trip, learnt quite a lot of things from that session, despite being tired during the Q&A. after that, we went national lib to discuss abt our interest grp stuff. i realised that im really bad at those brainstorming for names and stuff like that. but well, we did come to a consensus on the name, agenda and stuff we need to do..
despite i spent the whole day out and didn get to do much of my work, it was rather a good exp for me- weekends are not jus only tutorials, tv, but also smth quite enriching..(:

break down

2009-05-19T22:22:00.005+08:00

broke down totally 2 weeks ago.
is like the worst week ever in my life.
didn have any passion, energy, mood to do anything at all,
jus feel like stoning there and stare into space.
didn want to think abt anything.
cos a lot of things happened during the past 2 weeks,
which affected me a lot - emotionally.

tests, people, incidents that happen around me, committments, etc etc..
i dunno where is the tipping point made me totally unlike myself for the few days-
in total emo, restless and lethargic..

perhaps not used to jc yet.
*that's like the 'n'th time i've seen this on blogs*
lols.
i guess this is so for most of us.
jc is rather different from sec sch,
more self-directed, yet more stressful.
mayb i'm jus emo-ing too much those few days,
cooping too much until i break down.
*time&stress management*

thanks a lot to ko,
always giving me support, listening ear, advice when i needed most.
thanks so much that i such a nice fren.
his words are full of power,
pulled me up from despair and sadness.

had very bad attitute those few days
thanks mummy and rowena,
for putting up with my nonsense, emo-ness, pessimistic comments.
i jus feel like a loser and crappy those few days.

sorry and thanks.

tired..

2009-04-26T00:05:00.005+08:00

had council elects' camp last weekend. really tired. only slept for abt 2 hrs during the camp and someone in my bunk took my sleeping bag..grr..then when we had to wake up, this person slapped my leg to wake me up and i got a super damn big shock that i scolded her immediately like some involuntary action..super annoyed with that. how can anyone wake ppl up like that? well, talking abt the camp, it was okay..quite shocked when i see the councillors cos i didn expect the camp to be the UG type of camp..got pumped and crutches. games all had a moral behind it, jus like fables..learnt a lot during the 2 days though the process was tired..during meal times, the guys were like eating so much that i was like wowed. like zexun eat a lot, so much that his packet of rice didn get to be emptied when the other guys were finishing..had capt ball games with the 25th, fun.the only time where we didn have to much restrictions..did a punja and off to cleaning up bunks and ready to go home..
went home, super tired. while cooling down myself before going to shower, i fall asleep. jie and mum called and called, but to no avail. im a dead log.lol. then when i woke up, i chiong to shower and then met jie cos she's fetching me to gran's chalet. went to the chalet and sleep. so apologetic to gran. supposedly to be a nice chalet, but my tiredness sort of like dampen her spirits i guess.. well, woke up and had dinner. btw, i missed lunch, cos too tired. lol. ate a lot when im not supposed to. gained weight. hopefully i dun hv to run xtra rounds cos i gained some weight.

the whole of this week, i hv been so tired too..went out on mon with mum to get some stuff.wanted to sleep on the bus/mrt, but she's talking to me, so ya, didn get to sleep. lol. tues, aj chg timetable to fri's. supposedly can go home earlier, but then there is this gp lecture at 415. like super super late! had a 2 hr break. used the time to ask ppl to do survey for me (council stuff for marketing com), and had a nice and slow lunch. chatted a while with squee too..she had 3 pe this week, like super 'good luck'..then went gp lecture. almost fell aslp but didn during the lecture cos the tone too monotonous. then went home with chuyun.everyday go sch with her. so coincidental that she's going home too and she oso had 3 pe this week, like so sad. wed, no meeting for council. finally can go home have a nice nap. slept for a few hrs, a bit more energetic. didn do any work and sleep quite early at night too.. thurs, ms lee wasn here for econs, can go home eariler but in the end, went home like 2 hrs later than im supposed to be..super annoyed.went home and chiong PI like most people. do until nearly 2am. was chatting with junhao on msn. he jus finished his, then he realised he couldn open it from his thumbdrive and he didn have a backup on his com..'good luck' man.. then he redo until 4am, with only 2 hr sleep. like so dead. he went to sch like so tired. good thing we dun have lesson for the first hr,then he slept. like so nice..i was doing up my survey stuff..went to print our PI before bio lecture, then is lesson all the way until the end of the day, 115. but then, we had extra 2hr, cos had an hr break then ms lee's mass econs tutorial with her other 2 classes. haiis. went home late again. sad. reached home and in less than 15 min, i dozed off.. it jus prove how tired im. then went to sleep wout switching off any electrical appliances. or did i sleepwalk? i oso dunno. like bad, waste electricity.

sat, went sch for some uni talks with mum. woke up early. talk was okay, not so boring that i sleep, cos i was reading my times for a while. my mum thought i was sleeping while im staring into the small and packed words of the times magazine..had a short refreshment. some negative comments of them. then bought the AJ bear. so cute. $10 jus flew away..but is rather adorable in our pe attire and the bear didn tuck in his shirt. haha..went back for the talk..after the talk, went home. sleep again..slept from 2pm to 6pm. wanted to wake up at 4pm to complete my survey collation but i jus totally forgot abt it, alarm failed me. then junhao called. i tot who was that.like lol. good thing he called, or else i think i would be damned screwed. thanks junhao.

take care people. weather is really getting from bad to worse and now is the syf/competitions peak period. take care!! and jiayou!

FOL, Resilience Prog

2009-04-04T23:14:00.004+08:00

thurs, 26/03, FOL! hip hop! haha..quite fun altho i dun really rmb the steps. the AJI champion oso went for that FOL. i realised, his shoulders are flexible.woo... met oli, tj, jace before going to hall for dancing..saw zihui, chong hui, junyang oso..junyang dance quite funny, he looks like he is very astonished by the champ. well, after FOL, went to J8 to eat shih-lin with oli n jace. shared 2 mee sua, 1crepe, 1 xxl chix. haa, yumyum! ever since im back from tw, didn eat shih-lin food..haha.. went home, rest a while, watch tv a while, then meet them again at amk hub to watch confessions of a shopaholic..haha(: quite nice.. after like 2 mth, i finally get to watch movie yay! after movie, is like evening alr, so all of us went home for dinner. lol. but still quite nice afterall..

fri, resilience prog at yishun safra. met oli, tj, jace again, but this time in the mrt. haa.. whole class meet at yishun mrt at 715, latest 730. we thought that some ppl stay so far wun reach exactly at 715, so we intend to reach st 730, and who knows? we are the last grp of ppl to reach.. haha..the ones that stay quite close reach the latest.. took 812 to yishun safra. the whole bus is like filled with AJCians. alighted and walked. we are the earliest as a class to reach yishun safra. haha(: waited for the other classes to come..we're very enthu early in the morning alr. had the first cheer of the day as well.. haha.. super enthu!

did CCW as the first station. i was with eileen on the vine route. she was like trembling very severely that i didn dare to start when she hasn walked far..i waited a while before i start. i got down, the whole path was very shaky...i grabbed very tightly cos i dun want to fall..im very scared of her..walking walking, actually not very scary, cos i did smth similar in sec3 camp, but not as high as 6-7 storey and is only singled vine then. i stablised myself. pray hard that she can complete her course smoothly..whe she's reaching the end, the trainer came down for her and lead her to the resting stop. then the path wasn shaking that badly now..toonjia/oli was behind me, taking each step carefully, same for me too..then i reached the resting stop as well, hands getting weak from grabbing the vines too tightly..waited for eileen to finish the second portion before i start. is easy, no need much technique and strength. then i headed back again to go back to the resting stop. toonjia is there alr. on my way back to the resting stop, eileen started walking on the plank,is getting shaking again. man.. then i headed off the the vine route to get back to the starting pt. a lil shaky when i first started off, but stablised after a while..then when eil comes down, is getting more shaky again.. the vines are oscillating quite a bit then..anyway, i finished my path quite smoothly..then while i was removing my full body harness, eil fell. i got a shock. the trainer went to her rescue, passing her the ladder to get back up to the route. toonjia they all jus stopped where they were, looking.. water break!

drank water. of cos. headed for rock climbing, smth that i seriously cnt do.. and once again is proven that i cnt do, after trying abt 2-3 times, only reached abt the same height each time. so gave up on the 4th try. sha's contacts dropped out during the climb and luckily, she managed to find it. then did some low elements stuff.. not as thrilling and exciting as the high elements, but still not bad afterall.. low elements require more teamwork and thinking.. tried on the wire to get ppl across without any direct physical support. went halfway and failed. so is half success, half failure.. then went lunch, food not too bad..jus that i had a hard time finishing the food cos my braces is very tight then. jes wasn there, or he'll be the last to finish i guess..haha..lol.

then did the balancing of the whole class on a large plank. held there for a short while then it went down. grr..tried many many times still can get a short while at equilibrium. then we overcome the 3m wall. girls power! guys mainly help to grab us up, while the gals carry each other. most of us got 'blue-black' from the wall..i got 2.some got more and in bigger patches..pain sia...

the high elements again! abseilling and ascending.. i did abseilling.no kick to me, cos i had exp. height doesn really matter, is whether u dare to lean back or not..haha..some classmates didn try it before, feel sad for them..some of us tried a few times, but i didn, climb all the way to 6/7 storey to do abseilling and be down in a few seconds.. we played our own games with our trainer and cheer..haha.. then went for ascending.. i didn try cos i see benson's injury and heard that only one way up and cnt get down if u are stuck halfway, despite seeing qixin completing it effortlessly.. stayed down and cheered for those who tried. happy for px who tried and completed. but i guess i wouldn have the strength to do it then, hands are very tired and a lil trembling then..kudos to those who tried and completed. then went back to the assembly area where our stuff are and where we assembled in the morning..again, we are the first to reach.hahah..played games betw 30/09 and 31/09. haha...had forfeit too.. very high even up to the end of the day.. haha.. they were seeing the 2 classes playing like some super enthu n high ppl, while they drag their feet in.. then played a mass game- simple simon says. very lame and funny..had debrief when all the classes are back and lastly, a grp photo. everyone squeezed into the photo..then we are released. haha..we walked to north point, then to mrt(they are linked, lol) n headed home and sch for some who has cca. reached home abt 6 plus.. very tired when i got home.

waited for hours for mum's call for dinner. cos she went to mei's sku for the parents' talk. i waited until im like super hungry and angry. "a hungry man is an angry man" then chiong down to amk hub to eat abt 9. legs getting weak and i almost lose my footing while getting down from bus..ate dinner. not satisfied with dinner, after making me wait for 3 hrs. after dinner, go home. sat go sku in the morning for games fest.

2009-04-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

was busy for the past week. had AJI briefing on 24/03, suddenly the lights went off, and the whole lt1 was pitch dark..quite cool. it was oso on that day that i became an elect. haha(: then went elsewhere to had briefing..same, is rather dark, can only see the outline of the person briefing and no mic, briefing was very clear.. but is quite a good exp. went home quite late cos of that too..mainly cos waited till 6pm for the briefing..

25th march, the big day, AJ Idol! had a long day.. lessons started late that day, thus ended late. bio students went to science centre for the virus n genome exhibtion, sadly, i cnt go:( stayed in sku for AJI briefing, talk by the sponsors(which eventually cancelled), help for any last touching up for AJI before it starts..blew balloons, realised that the balloons are actually quite hard to blow..haha.. then went to do duty when time comes.. not many ppl came in from the side i was in..unexpectedly a lot of ppl..no wonder oli cnt get the tickets as they were alr out of stock during that 1hr of chem/math lecture..

start of AJI! cheers filled the audi. enthu people! haha(: went to eat while the show was going on..then went back in, duty&watch performances.. haaa... then came out to get the voting boxes n went in again..very happy to see the voting boxes are used, efforts not wasted..haha.. watched junhao's grp vocalists performance. the song is nice, the acapella is nice. dance- both of them were great! collected the votes during the voting, i took the dance category box and counted the dance votes after voting..both of them had thick stacks of votes, but more votes went to the champion. haa.. anyway, the finalists did a great job! i had the hardest time counting the votes, cos mine had the most. even only one of the dance finalists is alr a lot. haha.. saw the campus superstar ppl, i duno their names,ps.(cos i dun watch) they look very nervous on the audi stage, guess they nvr tot that aj ppl are so enthu..haha.. after everyone left, of cos, clearing up of audi. the party poppers create quite a mess, but they have good effect. balloons-pop! ahh....! some rubbish.. after clearing had debrief and then............home! haa(: wanted to buy smth to eat from yck mrt cheers and is alr closed, like lol?! cheers not 24hr ??? exception of that station's i guess.. but is abt 1050..last mrt not left yet lo.. anyway, i took a cab home, despite sch is rather near my hse, is jus that bus 45 is too long for me to wait and it only take me abt 5 min to reach home from sch by cab! 1/6 the time, 8x the cost..lol. is 11 when i got home. shower and off to bed.

2009-03-19T21:00:00.005+08:00

woke up early in the morning ytd, almost late for the flag day cos i overslept a bit. met seok peng, toon jia, jacelyn, wang juan at lavender mrt for our flag day. good thing im not the last one to reach.. haha.. my first time doing flag day. lol. nchs didn have flag day. too early for flag day i guess, there are not many ppl ard for us to ask for donations. haii. my first flag day, first rejection from donation. sad. feels bad. walked ard for quite long before we found a suitable place to position ourselves and ask for donations. got a lot of rejections, dao me, diao me, walk pass and ignore me when i ask for donations, purposely avoid me, take out their wallets and then walk away, shouted rudely that they dun want donate. however, there were some who smile and reject, and some also gave their donations..it isn very bad afterall, jus that limbs are tired from the standing and holding on to the donation tin and the pages of stickers, throat n lips gonna crack from asking for donations..my shift was from 730 to 1230, rested from 1150 to abt 1215 when we returned our tins, quite heavy, which is kinda good news for a first timer like me.. haha.. then headed to compass to meet kw n ian before heading to nchs for the ncym meeting..

went back nchs ytd. there's a catered lunch for us. haha.. good for me since i hvn eaten lunch when i meet them. couldn eat much either, my teeth have no strength to bite from the tension of the braces..met a lot of frens whom i didn see for a long long time.. chatted abt jc life, how much tutorials we have that we're unable to complete, ccas, blah blah blah... took O lvl cert too, like kinda took it conveniently since im there..lol. talked to some teachers, gave us some advice. took photos of cos! haa(: since it's gonna be like an organisation, we've got to have key personels for the grp. by popular demand, ian was made the president..jianyu, the vp. yufang, the secretary. kw, PR, for some blog stuff.. haha..among the 4 of us, only im not in the key personels.haha.. guess i wouldn have time for it, since im joining SC in aj. left nch after the meeting and some photos.. headed for compass again, but with diff grp of ppl-melissa, astrid, yf. waited for 372, quite a long wait. met manting. talk talk. took photos(again) haha.. girls like to take photos. take photos again on the bus. haa(: walked ard compass a while then headed back amk with astrid. haha(: chatted on the way, with the spoiled air con, so warm in the bus..

met ko for dinner. ps my dad cos he say he's going out, but in the end, he didn. lol. took us like more than half an hour to eat. he can bite cant chew, i can chew cant bite.. lol. helped him with his chi, realised that my chi is deteriorating.. bad bad. too long nvr come in contact with chi words i guess.. haha.. then went kino see books then headed home. both of us were like sianed. cant eat properly, tutorials like never ending..haiis. chatted on the way home, dad saw us. remind me to do this and that when i get home, like im a kid. lol.

when i reach home, i rmb that i was supposed to meet yf online for my photos. went online, she's already offline. feel bad abt it. but got the photos today..haha(: anyway, had a nice time with all my frens ytd!

2009-03-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

quite a while i didn post anything..done quite a lot of stuff recently. had polling(voting) for council nominees(that's what i'm now), which i had to prepare a short speech for Q&A session that day before, but then on that day itself, it became an impromptu one, which i dunno why.
stayed back in sch for almost the whole week last week to do the AJ Idol boxes and some campaigning stuff. stayed till 7+ for a few days, but couldn finish the boxes before the march hols, so went back to do today, and yippy! it is finally done! whoo hoo! benson called jia lin and gave her a scare, telling her that we couldn complete the boxes and there were a lot more things that was supposed to do, then smsed her to tell her that we actually completed. so bad right? anyway, she really got a shock and said, "is this an april fool joke?" but anyway, finally we completed all the 21boxes! the seniors were saying that our 'mission' is the longest one among all the MGs. well, i suppose so.

went dental this morning. was a late by 8minutes. went in for abt an hour, check my teeth, adjust the wires and some teaching from the senior doc to some resident dentists that were there, which i dun understand.lol. changed colour of my 'rubber bands' to red. haha..red red red! then went to eat brunch with dad before heading to sku to meet up with benson n sylvia to complete the boxes. (the post is not organised in chronological order.lol.)

supposed to meet up with olivia, eileen, jeston & seok peng to discuss bio proj stuff, but since my dental has already clashed into the meeting time and to sku to complete those 21 boxes, so i missed it. jus know that they've done the outline of it. sad & sorry people that i couldn be involved in the discussion today.

met mr ang, PD cum bio tutor while on my way to sch. haha.. gave him my letter for my next appt cos i may miss part of lesson. well, given a choice, i wouldn want my dental to affect my curriculum time as well..but all the slots of my dentist are full except for 2 slots, which are like 15-30 min diff, so jus take one of them lo. no choice. too bad so sad. -.-''

hvn really touched on my assignments for the hols. feel very lethargic to do them. haiis. have to do even i dun feel like doing them. jiayou regina!
thinking whether to join cheerleading or not...anyone from cheetah joining?

ups and downs

2009-03-07T15:55:00.004+08:00

life is full of ups n downs, dont u agree??
well, i totally agree with it. this week hasn been a smooth week for me. campaigning proposal, mission proposal hadn been smooth for my cg n mg. that's sad. everybody has so much committments in their cca. very difficult to contact each other despite the advance in technology of internet and handphones.. haiis. this is so saddening. communication breakdown. cnt meet up as a whole mg for the discussion of proposal, cg as well. why? proposal rejected. campaigning proposal was super late. mentor was super angry. cnt blame her. since we are the ones that didn communicate well as a cg to complete our tasks. sorry pearlyn. i knew of some conflicts/misunderstanding for the task. shall not mention here, since it is not gonna help in anything.
other nominees have already put up their posters for campaigning, left us. we do not have much time and space for our campaign posters. haiis. why is this happening? why cant everybody be punctual everytime? i dunno the answer.

worse thing, i got sick this week. doc says it is some flu virus infection to my throat. now cannot talk with proper voice. only can make some sounds out of it. sad. hope it doesn affect my pw oral presentation coming tues. *pray hard*
aren't i in a bad situation now?

thank you jia lin for ur hard work for doing a another proposal since aarthi didn successfully upload it on ivle. n also sorry jia lin that i didn help u on the proposal.

some quiz that i've been tagged to do..

2009-02-27T23:45:00.005+08:00

truths only. tag 5 ppl to do the same.
dun forget to tag.

last beverage - water
last phone call - dad
last text message - jia lin
last song u listened to - 心跳
last time u cried - last week

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
laughed until u cry - doubt so
met someone who changed your life - no, where to find such 贵人?
how many people on your top friends do you know in real life? - who would keep count on that?!
do u have any pets - of course....not.
do u want to change ur name - why change? i like my name.
what time did you wake up today - 6am
what were you doing midnight last night - going up to bed to sleep
what's one thing you wish you could change - my laziness..
have you ever talked to a person named Derrick - i guess so, long ago in nchs slc.
what's on your nerves right now - this quiz and my council nominee's stuff
what's you real name - regina (:
primary school - jing shan
middle/secondary school - nan chiau
tertiary school - anderson junior college
hair colour - im a college student, what hair colour except black would be accepted?

FIRSTS:
best friend - dun rmb (ko i guess)
sport u joined - dance considered?
pet - never had one before

CURRENTLY:
eating - nothing (how to eat while typing with 2 hands?) lol.
drinking - nothing (how to eat while typing with 2 hands?) lol.
waiting - to finish answering this quiz.lol.

HAVE YOU EVER:
kissed a stranger - obviously not.
drank hard liquor - doubt so.
lost glasses/contacts - spoilt glasses, didn lose them.
ran away from home - what?! no lah, run away from home, then sleep where?
been arrested -i've been a good citizen, didn get arrest for anything that i've done, since it isn crime

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
youself - yes. not really at times when im moody.
miracles - very difficult to believe, do they happen?
heaven - quite. heard so many stories of the heaven.
Santa Clause - not really.
angels - hard to believe.

TAG:
kia wee
jasmine
amelia
rowena
denise

finally~

2009-02-26T23:30:00.006+08:00

after waiting for a few months, amelia finally got time to go out with me!!! we went out on 210209, which is last saturday..there were 3 of us, ame, ko, me! is always the 3 of us. lol. meet at amk mrt at 12, ko n i were late. took the mrt down aimlessly, wanted to find a place to go makan, discuss where to go but we keep digressing from the main topic, then finally decided to go to vivo. random. went into the national geographic shop/exhibition (dunno which one is correct), all the things there are super ex la, the cheapest thing we found was the holder for chopsticks which cost $9.90! well, broaden our perpectives from there. quite an interesting shop. things there are easily over a thousand bucks. even a polo tee cost 100+ bucks. lol?! then after spending some time there, we went out and look for a place to eat lunch. getting hungry. ko suggested to eat the shabu shabu, went to the restaurant, realised that we couldn bear to part with our money to eat cos it was rather ex and we didn had much cash with us. lol. then went restaurant after restaurant.

in the end, we went to changi terminal 3 for lunch at the popeye's. my first time to T3, like some frog in the well.. the hotel beside T3 look gorgeous. food at popeye's was somewhat different from other fast food. the whipped potato is a lot nicer than the one in kfc and the onion rings was made from real onions. yum yum!! watched popeye cartoon while eating. haha.. then walked ard T3. took the skytrain from T3 to T2 to T1, jus go ard those airports. haha.. kill time n to catch up with each other.. went to the view tower to see aeroplane taking flight. saw many students mugging there. like lol. is so not conducive la, no tables, limited chairs, still got auntie with fren go there for picnic -.-'' , old man n young woman dating, doing intimate actions. so unglam. eeks! we jus sat at the seats where we dun see the unglam stuff, continued to talk n watch aeroplanes flying off.. dunno stay there for how long, we didn like the atmosphere there and went off. swensen's. i mean outside of swensen's. stayed outside of swensen's to continue chatting.. passed by starbucks before reaching swensen's and found that starbucks is a much better place and more conducive for studying than the view tower lo.. well, that's not the point. while talking, saw this guy who looks like JJ lin from far, walking up and down with an esprit plastic bag. lol.

took mrt down to marina. unexpectedly, saw that 'JJ' in the same mrt. passed by simei, saw the long queue for the SHE's autograph session. it was abt 6pm then, the session starts abt 2pm and abt 6pm, the queue is still so so so long.. shows how popular they are in sg.

reached marina. wanted to eat yuki yaki. long queue. have to wait till 730pm before there's table. during the wait, we walked ard looking for nice bags for school. didn see any. sad. go into shops n came out empty handed. ko tried those blazers, look very thin, thinner than what he really is. he is jus too thin! many girls would want his figure... haha.. went into yuki yaki! my first time there.. really no life, didn go out for very long, missed out all the fun. o levels is jus too mugging perhaps. nchs ppl work after o lvl, so didn go out. boring life. well, anw, ate yuki yaki from 730 until the shop closes. ame took a lot of vege for the soup. i jus eat whatever i take. as for the thin thin ko, we made him eat few plates of meat. he cook very gently and neatly, unlike me and ame, but i learn the art of beautiful cooking at the end jus to make him eat more more more. so he'll jus be responsible for eating n ame, i will do the cooking. mua haha..

fry ice cream! cool! saw some ppl looking in while we were doing the ice cream. fun lo! ate quite a lot of ice cream and was so full after that. we even use fizzy drinks available to make ice. quite yummy! unexpected.. took photo. really had a lot of fun that day. thanks ko for the meal! must have burnt a hole in his pocket. mayb i or ame will treat next time when we go out again.. haha(:

reached home quite late abt 1140. almost got scolded, but didn. phew..went out early next morning to avcc and my sister actually thought that i didn come home. like lol?!

council interview

2009-02-18T22:54:00.005+08:00

was quite nervous before the council interview today..lost the feeling of being interviewed when i was interviewed in nchs cos was like quite long ago, in sec one. went to the holding room, see the councillors, talked n asked qns about council, the tension for the interview went down, not so nervous..got to know more abt the council n the diff between sec n jc council..realised that there are a lot of misunderstandings n unhappiness that ppl have for council.(that's wad the ppl think, hope they'll chg their perception..)
then, my turn. not nervous while walking to the interview room until i stepped into the room... answered qns from the teacher n councillors (shall not disclose the contents) (that's wad interview is like-answer qn n ask qn)..after my interview, walked down to take a photo then went home. everything went smoothly and hopefully i can get into the council.

hope kw oso can get into council although is diff sku..let's jiayou together to become a councillor!!

orientation!!

2009-02-18T22:27:00.005+08:00

orientation was super fun! played many games, dance, cheers, enthusiasm! a very memorable orientation indeed..OG31/09-VEGA from draco! we rock! so high during the orientation week. had the same MGLs n OGLs for both matriculation n orientation weeks, cos so coincidentally that i'm in both MG&OG 31/09!! sad to say that some of us are in diff classes now due to changes, but nvm, we are still friends and will get to see each other!haha..
orientation was so fun and hyper everyday esp the last day with college cip... dun think i'll be able to write out all the fun i had during the orientation and cip..the memories shall jus be remembered in our minds..
really enjoyed the orientation, though was rather worn out after the finale..haha..fun fun fun!!!

cny n bday celebration!

2009-01-31T23:57:00.007+08:00

went to school(nchs) on 23jan for celebration with ian n kw..bought breakfast for $2.50-a bottle of apple cranberry and a burger from BK.how nice..i eaten breakfast before meeting them, inthe end, ate the burger too...so so so so fulll...received my present from ian n kw, a radio cum alarm, but seems like the alarm cnt really use..

walked to school. the security thought we were some intruders or whatsoever. nvm. saw mr ong, he recognised us, welcoming us back. then saw ms pey while walking up n second floor, chat a lil while then headed to third floor. saw mrs sim with isa, kaiying, lenglee chatting..got a lil chat with biscuits from mrs sim. then went back to 2nd floor to meet squeena n sherlyn. ps kw n ian. sry. then walked ard the classroom blocks, saw a lot of teachers that we know and dunno. cos there were new teachers. lol. continued walking ard, saw eileen and an sian at the gallery n eileen was funny lo..*secret*(guess she wouldn let me say it either, so i shall not say wad was funny lo) sat outside the hod room with sher n squee, met teachers, guo lao shi, chen lao shi, ms hani, ms chum, mr quek and etc etc...say hi n bye cos they were busy with the celebration stuff..

celebration starts. didn really like the emcees. lol. performance was okay.. quite surprised with the band performance this yr, very creative. haha.. singing of the new year songs by mdm teo n mr chong, still as charming as ever, with great applause. as usual, there would be old folks from ju eng home/all saints home coming to school to enjoy the performance and to receive hampers.

left school before all the students starts streaming out. walked to compass with squee n sher. got bubble tea to quench n left for amk hub to meet ko.

met him, was late. bought tickets for all well ends well. ko's treat as bday present. waited for time to past, so walked ard to kill time. chat. wanted to watch inkheart as well but mum seems a lil unhappy, so called home to ask, luckily dad answered and allowed me to go..haha.. so bought inkheart tickets as well.. his treat. how nice. saved some money. lol. bought nachos combo, he paid. didn really like the nachos, cos the cheese looks funny n the nacho is kinda too hard for me.. all well ends well quite nice lo, funny at parts(cos is a comedy) but the changing of focus too abrupt, keep jumping here n there, but otherwise is nice. quite cold in the theatre. movie ended, came out, not so cold. haha..

saw kangyang.lols. didn expect to see anyone at amk hub from nchs. thought he was alone/with small grp, but was with a big grp with joyce, jieying, hanlong, yun hann n dunno who else is there (cnt see from afar) well, dun really like to meet with ppl i know when i go out lo, feels weird, esp they see u with a guy, then they'll think........(ya, guess eveyone knows, so i shall not say any further) walked and chatted, then sat at the arcade there to talk cos lazy to walk..haha.. then went into the arcade, walked one round then come out. lol. bored by amk hub. frequent there too often le. then the two bored ppl stood by the counter for filling forms for lucky draw and chatted. fiddled with the advertisements. lol. that's what bored ppl do. finally time to go into the cinema for inkheart. bought wedges this time round. quite nice, though is not hot.

inkheart. quite a nice movie. similar to bedtime stories, jus that bedtime stories suit kids more, cos is all joyful stuff. inkheart, on the other hand, is more fasinating and has faster pace, to suit teens and adults. all in all, it is a nice movie. haha...

got restriction from home, so went home without dinner. so sry to ko that i ps him for dinner. mum cooked, so ate at home. kena suan by my mum when i jus got home but ceased after a while when she cooled down. lucky.

it's a long long long long long post. mayb cos too long nvr post le, that's why. haha..

com finally works.

2009-01-31T23:52:00.003+08:00

waited for so long before i get to post cos com spoiled.lol.anyway, dun hv chance to use during cny period cos go bai nian. well, guess everyone got a lot of hong bao ba..
wishing everyone a happy new year!

results out, choosing institutions

2009-01-15T00:53:00.003+08:00

results are out, choosing our new paths now..relieved that results are out, got not too bad results although a bit disappointed in my el.haiis..choosing courses and schools are soo difficult..killed too much brain cells.lol.jus chosen the sku n courses i want to go.hopefully can get into the first few choices.(:
went dental 2days ago(13jan). was 15min late, cos i overslept.lol.anw, waited for my turn for abt 15min.saw the dentist,found out my chipped 'tooth' wasn the real tooth, it was the cement for the propping up of my bite.wadever.dun think many ppl understand this.lol.continued waiting while my dentist ask for a senior doctor for consultation.waited for abt 20min i guess, n i slpt during the wait.got consulted by the senior doctor and my dentist started to meddle my braces.he made 2 loops on the wire that is gonna be for my braces.cute loops(: he was so apologetic to keep me waiting for so long..well,that was kinda expected when i knew he was asking for the senior doctor for consultation. this waiting caused me to be late to meet ruiqi, yixin n yanlin for nyjc's open hse for the shuttle bus.
met up with ruiqi, yixin, yanlin at serangoon mrt.late for shuttle bus. nyjc's compund is big n nice. we were wowed. but it seems okay in terms of the first impression.perhaps that was due to their shyness to ask questions.lol.jus perhaps. walked ard nyjc, their library is cool-with movie screening n a lot of stuff. they had specific areas - science blk, cca blk, lectures etc.. went to j8 for lunch after going to nyjc. it has been ages since i went j8. talked a lot during lunch, abt the stupid things we done last time......until 3 plus.go home, took 88 with ruiqi n yixin, realise that we didn go out for abt 2 yrs le.2 yrs!!
went to ajc with sherlyn ytd(14jan), waited for her until i walked to the amk library.lol. at ajc's doorstep, a bit scared to go in, but still went in.lol. the school compound from outside looks rather old, but it was okay from the inside. strolled ard the sch.saw bryan n terence(from nchs) got scholarships.clever ppl. the canteen sells a variety of food, abt 2x secondary sch price.lol. went to the com lab, talked to a teacher. she is friendly and tells us more abt ajc n the subs. learnt that GSC is like GP in chi, need to write essays n understand those poems, poets and stuff..after the chat with the teacher, we continued walking ard ajc, before heading out to amk hub. at amk hub, we jus walked ard and talked. then go home abt 4 plus plus.
the stupid thing was that i went amk hub again later on to pick up my sis and buy clothes for her..ate ice cream n shopped ard fairprice for some household stuff.
anyway, these 2 days quite fruitful..got to know abt jc and poly courses(:

result day~

2009-01-12T21:50:00.003+08:00

happy with my overall result except for my el..shuld have done better.thinking of which school to go now..dad insists me on going anderson, but dun think can go in. anyway, still have some time to consider..
-vexed.

changed blogskin

2009-01-10T22:41:00.004+08:00

changed blogskin.
it was my first time changing blogskin. or i shuld say putting up a blogskin. cos the previous skin was put up by my sister. of course, this time with a lil of her help too.. cnt deny im bad with this kinda stuff.lol.

phew!

2009-01-09T22:56:00.004+08:00

went to see the dentist ytd. waited for abt 1/2 hr. got a lil hungry while the wait. saw the dentist. he was quite friendly, the service at the dental clinic at serangoon north i went was good. the lady help me to put away my glasses before the dentist starts his job. the dentist handed me a mirror to let me see my teeth while explaining what could be the chipped off 'tooth' be. how nice. went home after seeing the dentist, the fare isn too ex. finally ate lunch and a bubble tea. haha.. my cousin came to my hse abt 3++pm. i realise her understanding of chemisty is rather poor. moreover, she's taking sub chem. haiis. dunno what has she been doing during sec3. taught her some chem, found out that she really has to buck up. writing chemical eqn oso take her quite some time and when she sees how i write, she was like "so smooth?! no need to think?" well, it has kinda been a habit to write at that speed since sec3/4 ba, cos time constrain during papers..lol. please work hard, gal.

coming out soon..

2009-01-09T22:47:00.003+08:00

the date of the GCE O' Level result is confirmed on 12 jan 09, 2pm. i guess many of us are very excited yet scared to know the result of our hard work. well, at the moment i dun feel the tension, perhaps when my former form teacher is going to hand me my result slip or when the principal/vice-principal is giving the analysis of our results, then i'll feel the pressure.. is that a good/bad thing?? lol. anyway, getting too tensed up abt the result oso a bit pointless, since whatever can be done is done and cannot be undone, so jus relax a bit abt the results(:
my dad still asked me who would i first call when i get my result. i was like lol?! does it really matter who i call first? well, see how things go before i decide who i'll call first.

chip off ?

2009-01-06T01:13:00.005+08:00

my last molar tooth on the right chip off while i was eating my peanut pancake in the morning..damn it, always buy peanut pancake despite knowing i cnt bite hard stuff with my braces on..have to go to dentist to mend it someday, wonder if the dentist would do a good job on my tooth. i think it would hurt, since it is all the way in the mouth. is all dad's fault lo, yet he expects me to pay for my dental fee when he is the cause of it. im sad abt my chipped off tooth, it is kind of pricking when i touch it and worse, food gets stuck there more easily than the teeth with braces.. i dun want it to hurt.

movie~

2009-01-05T00:16:00.005+08:00

went out with ko ytd (040109) waited for him for abt an hour, cos he overslpt. well, is okay for me to wait for him, since i've let him waited for me many times. i shopped ard cine while waiting for him, bought a necklace from diva n there's sales..walk n walk ard, then decided to go the box office to buy the tix for ponyo. got them at 10 bucks each n was in the middle of the first 2 rows. glad that the seats weren too close to the screen as it was a small theatre at the 9th floor of cine. first time to that level. haha.. met ko, still have abt 50 mins before the movie starts. so we went to centrepoint to walk n to find his frens there. it was drizzling when we crossed the road. he was nice. saw 2 of his frens working in robinsons and 1 in subway @centrepoint. bought subs from his fren at subway then headed back to cine, time was jus right for the movie. smuggled the subs with drinks into the theatre n ate our lunch while the movie was screening.. guess many ppl turned to look at us cos the fragrance of the subs. haha.. the sauce of my sub kept dripping, n few drops stained my shirt.drats! anw,finished my sub. lol. walked to heeren to check out present for his fren then headed down to plaza sing to buy some stuff for my mum. we walked into galare. supposedly wanted to have waffles, then we walked out after sitting a while. lols. went to starbucks instead. ko treated me a drink as an apology for being late. ordered mocha frappocino. ate oreo cheesecake, quite cheesy in the first mouth but it was nice n soft. yum yum! talked a while then walked back to orchard. went paragon to check out crumpler. had a stupid idea of going toysaRus to ask ppl not to sign up for memberships.lol. go home. was 8 plus. not too late.. haha(:

sec 1 orientation

2009-01-03T17:18:00.001+08:00

this year's sec 1 orientation is rather boring, talks, talks and more talks. who wouldn fall sleep with all the long talks?? the game session was okay although improvements could be made. i realise that a lot of sec 1 dun eat their lunch. the food in sec sch is more expensive as compared to pri sch. well, is like that. they'll adapt to it soon.. haha.. i'm a rather bored there, dun really know wad can we do there besides walking ard and talking. kw keep saying those funny and lame stuff. lol. saw weiting while playing badminton, dun think she recognise us, and as usual, she carries quite a lot of stuff..

although i didn do much in sch, im still tired when i got home, cos i've not been sleeping well lately, and didn go to cca orientation today.

the teachers i met look rather tired although it is the first day of school ytd.

thinking too much

2009-01-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

im thinking too much recently..so much things has happened recently that made me keep pondering and gradually caused me to have insomnia for 2 days..luckily the insomnia ended ytd when i came back from the sec 1 orientation, being tired. and due to the fact that i hadn been sleeping well for the past 2 days, i couldn help out in the cca orientation today as couldn wake up..im sorry to the cldds members that i promised them that i would come. the sec 1 orientation is getting less interesting as the years go by despite there are fewer hiccups (i guess).

new year's eve

2008-12-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

wad a bored new year's eve. dun like last day of 2oo8. (astrid no offence) i'm bored at home. actually the countdown concert at taipei 101 telecasting on chn 54 (tvbs-asia) on cable tv is nice, but then i dun seem to hv the mood to watch cos im watching alone. wishing everyone a happy new year and a smooth sailing one.. wishing that i could go to the jc with the course i want..

poor kia wee has to work tmr and ian has to work till 1am. unlike me, staying at home.lols. seems like most of my frens are working except a few.. jiayou lo, to those who are working..

christmas!

2008-12-28T12:03:00.000+08:00

didn get to post on christmas.was busy n out the whole day..celebrated christmas at my lil aunt's hse, got presents, ate yummy food. went to swim at her condo after bringing some food that my mum prepared to her hse. swam and played in the pool for quite long i guess, until abt 6 plus.my sis n i got stuck outside of the gate! bleah! got so irritated n frustrated, called almost everyone's number in the hse, but no one picked up. waited n waited for abt 10 plus min..frustrated. then when the gate is open, i dun feel a sense of relief despite being able to go up, cos the attitude jus wasn right. threw temper at the dining table n my cousin came to comfort us. well, kinda spoil some of the happy mood,but is jus frustrating. nvm abt that now.
food was great! the breaded prawns my mum make were delicious, only on occasions like this then i'll get to eat.(only ate one pathetic prawn): then turkey with some salad, the sauce for the salad was yumm yum. grandma's stuffed tou gan, dessert that my big aunt make were yummy too.. salmon was palatable.cnt resist it.
gave out presents and collected some. got a blouse from my cousin on behalf of her mum, a tee from my big aunt, a message oil/sand from lil aunt. we then played wii. lost a round to my cousin, but was fun though. ate durian log cake while playing, enjoyable.

cldds party

2008-12-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

party! the annual graduation cldds party is here again! haha.. on 22dec. dun really feel like going on the day before cos i was really worn out from the sungei buloh trip with my dad. yet in the end, i still went for the party and it was quite fun although there were only 8 pathetic people.
reached sku at abt 950. was late to meet samuel to get my money back. oops. didn see him at the canteen, then i went up to I&E room. i knew i was late. lol. then we started playing games. it was a little similar to our usual practice, but with lesser restriction. haha.. then we went to eat. caifeng ordered pizza! each of us had a slice of pizza n some finger food. not too full though. thought guo lao shi would come down but she didn. we went back I&E, found a lot of old stuff from the school. saw the year books from last time, when the sch jus started, saw a few teachers' photos while they were very young. n oso old old report cards of the students. didn expect the sch would keep so much antique in the sch..

ps.photos i'll put up later.sorry:(

concerts!!!

2008-12-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

angela's sign (expo dun rmb which hall)

gary's stage(indoor stadium)

FIR's sign (indoor stadium)

FIR's opening stage

fahrenheit's stage (indoor stadium)

last song of the concert at the encore (featuring SHE's 美丽新世界)

*no pictures for nicholas' concert (at suntec convention hall no.??)*

this is my 5th concert this year! haha..very happy.2 are from the lucky draw.sounds lucky.think gary cao ge was one of the best. his voice was awesome. no wonder he got the title of 歌王 for 金集奖2008. though his concert was lil short esp the encore part, the songs he sang made up for it. the first concert i attended this year was nicholas 张栋梁，followed by angela 张韶涵，gary 曹格，FIR 飞儿乐团，fahrenheit 飞轮海.. in terms of voice quality, think flh's was weaker than the rest, however the ambience was the 'high'est. FIR's was a nice concert but perhaps being nervous, faye's voice that day was a lil' not up to her standard till near the ending when the ambience was very 'high' after singing 第一天 (featuring FIR, 阿信(五月天) n stefanie sun in the original track). angela's voice was undeniably good as she opens with 梦里花 in opera arias coming down from the top of the stage. nicholas' has seemed to overthrow his image of being unable to dance when he opens with a dance. haha.. i think i sound like a critique.lols.

nicholas 张栋梁 310508 嘉宾：飞儿 of FIR

angela 张韶涵 010608 嘉宾：范玮琪，郭静

gary 曹格 0708 嘉宾：卓文宣，张xx(dunno wad is his name)

FIR 080808 嘉宾：萧敬藤

fahrenheit飞轮海 191208 嘉宾：刘力杨

my hair!

2008-12-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

trim and rebonded my hair on sat.woke up early lo..tired.is not as straight as the first time i rebonded.lol. hope it maintains straight for a long period.

exco bbq

2008-12-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

yeo's family me isa kw dc

our legs are buried in the sand.itchy n a lil numb.

see? he is the man.

random shot by isa.

dun hide! well,he is drying his hair.lol.

had exco bbq on 11dec. supposed to meet isa n decai at 1240 at pp, on the way thought isa would b earlier than me cos my bus was a lil late. who knows? decai actually had to meet isa at 12 at hougang, but he came out of hse at 12. omg! then he only met isa at like 1240+?! well, fated to wait. took him like 30+min to travel from sengkang to hougang..didn know that they are so far apart..lol.im being sarcastic. so, wait lo..waited n waited until like 1+++..walked pp for very long then.tired n sianed le..finally, they reached.im so so so hungry then, stomach growling so loud.. so in order to punish decai, made him treat us eat lunch. isa n i ate laksa.$3.80 each.the cashier gave him wrong change, short of 20cents.sad.then he helped us buy drinks,the cashier(another person), i think she miscalculated.he had to give an extra 10cents. suay lo. guess that's his punishment for being so late. had lunch, then headed to fairprice to buy drinks. bought 6 bottles of 1.5l drinks.heavy. then we dragged ourselves to the pit, cos it was really heavy after walking a long distance n was drizzling.. isa said a dumb thing while walking to the pit. "see, here no rain le.." i told her to look up n said, "u see, there's the tree covering from the rain from seeping thru, that's why seems like no rain here..lol." then she was like ya hor..haha.. then smth more dumb happened. at the next lane for the cyclists, there were 2 boys repeating the lines isa said to their frens. "come here, faster, here no rain.." then i was like lol?! obviously they are not observant.. we laughed at them. lols. reached the pit at abt 230+ i guess..then so shocked to see only 2 ppl reach-sally n wanling.sad. seems like the sec3 excos, except the 2 of them, dun really treat the bbq as a fun thing, but well, quite expected. anyway, it was raining, cnt do much there too, except for waiting for the rain to stop. isa n decai went to fill water bombs while i was with sally n wanling. chat a lil abt a gal n her stead. the gal pushed wanling with her butt from her seat then her stead came in to the pavillion wet. he asked her to take tissue paper for him to drym then the gal wanted to help him dry but he refused.lol.they dun suit for each other.they look vice versa of each other.lol.wonder how they together.isa n dc came back.isa smashed a water bomb at me n im wet! i smashed at dc. haha..though short, but was fun! hee(: a while later, sally n wanling went to the hawker centre to eat their lunch i guess. then the 3 of us were there talking n play among ourselves lo..wanted to cycle but then there would be no one looking after the belongings,so didn cycle.then kiawee came from his work. dc n i went to the beach to make seawater bombs. haha,evil. kw joined us but he cnt go into the water cos he was wearing covered shoes.too bad.rain came again,we went back to the pavillion. waited for sally n wanling to come back n others to come.long wait..food came.heavy again,i think.dc n kw carried them,while i paid. start fire! dc's forte. started bbqing n mdm yeo with her 3 cute children n her maid arrive.they went to the beach to play. leroy n yeeteng arrive a lil before yeo together. suspicious?lol.dun think too much.i din say anything. they wanted to eat so let them bbq.isa dc kw n i went to play with yeo's kids.cute. we had a crazy idea.bury isa! well, in the end we bury our legs except kw. her kids help to dig the hole n bury our legs..fun.our legs stacked above each other.was itchy n numb cos of the arching of the feet n dc kept moving his feet.perhaps the sec3 feel more comfortable wout us?i dunno.only they have the ans. then we came back to the pit for food. someone was unhappy,saying that we play then got food to eat while they hv to cook them themselves. well, u think i care? no i dun. bleah! i jus eat, dun care. that person didn put any heart into it yet still complain. anyway, we still bbq food for ourselves n yeo's family. fun fun fun! isa had a deal with dc, with yeo's son, arthur, call dc kor kor, then isa will treat dc a meal. the sec3s leave quite early. then time for extreme fun-water bomb! isa smashed at me again. chased her to get my revenge n almost fell. but still got my revenge.haha.. played with party sprays with yeo's kids. then mdm yeo got her black shirt with many colours with the sprayers..haha..all of us kena sprayed by one another.cool.then yeo's husband arrive. her kids spray at their father,haha..all of us got arthur to call us jie jie n kor kor..so kawaii!played candles with the kids and ask them to call us jie jie kor kor..trick them..but that was fun with kids..changed clothes then prepare to go home.took a photo.nice.then took cab with isa n kw home.dc got a ride from yeo,how nice.hurmph.doesn matter anyway..haha(:

to dear isa, thanks for all the fun! hope we'll hv another chance to play like that again. n dun get someone that will spoil the fun okay? u know who im refering to.. although some part of the day quite boring n angry,overall still happy n fun yea?cos of me and the kawaii kids that mdm yeo has..lol.im being thick-skinned.well,it's cos of the kids n us then is fun yeah? thanks for the enthu to this bbq! i've the same enthu too..except for some parts.guess they are the same in our hearts.haha(:

taiwan trip

2008-12-09T16:38:00.000+08:00

it has been 2 weeks since i came back from tw, yet i didn post anything abt it.lols. well, the trip to tw was a fruitful one, went to many places in tw, from north to east then to south then to west then lastly went back north before heading back to singapore.

first stop. tao yuan airport. reached tw at abt 6am, the sun was rising when we were abt to reach the airport. the sun rise though couldn see the glaring sun rising from the horizon, the gradual change of the sky was a soothing one.. the dimly-lit sky slowly turned from dark blue with a glimpse of pale yellow to a light blue with orange lines..the colours of the nature.well, it was because i didn sleep on the plane as well as i was sitting beside the window that i could see the colours of the nature..the seat on the plane was so hard that i couldn fall into sleep..

okay, back to the main topic, tw.

when i was at the immigration, looking out the glass panels, i thought it was 7 plus, 8 in the morning cos the sky was already so bright, yet it was only 630 about 7 perhaps. the weather looks great. we took our luggage then gather to meet the tour guide. he is a fun person n has great knowledge (i suppose most tour guides shuld hv diverse knowledge). during the trips, he kept talking non stop, introducing tw to us, talking abt the history n geography of it. so those mp3, psp n stuff we brought happily stay in the bags n rest.lol.

second stop. breakfast at tao yuan hotel. it was a buffet breakfast (every hotel serves that). the food was so-so, didn really whet my appetite cos i was getting tired after the 4 hr flight which i didn slept a wink n there were so many people fighting for seats n food. the soy bean milk taste blend n weird. the toaster was a lil spoilt n bread couldn be toasted nicely. sian. ate a bit of salad, something that taste okay out of the food i ate.

third stop. yang ming shan. famous for the hills. where the president office is. where jiang jie shi (founder of tw) built his hse n office. there was a exhibition on chysanthemum then when we went. that was the only type of flowers bloom at that time. the chysanthemum were big, bigger than my palm. took some pictures of the flowers, some not very nicely taken though. there was also an area abt the olden days of yang ming shan when jiang jie shi came to tw, exhibiting the limousine then mr jiang n his wife used to travel ard. the president office wasn open to public that day due to maintainence. there were 2 types of garden there - chinese style garden n european style garden, one of which was for mr jiang n other for his wife respectively. how nice. there was even a catholic church that they used to pray n do their service there, now it became an out of bounds place and could only see from outside, though the door is open with chains inhibiting people from barging in. the day is getting hot then.

fourth stop. lunch. at a si chuan style steamboat restuarant. ate steamboat(of cos), although have other dishes as well cos the steamboat only hv vege n some meatballs. food was not bad. had xiaolongbao too(: yum yum.drooling... full and exhausted after lunch.

fifth stop. taipei 101. where high end boutiques survive and departmental stores fall.. u can find all sorts of branded goods there - coach, louis vuitton, dior, tiffany co, chanel, loewe, etc etc... why i say departmental stores fall is bcos the only departmental store, sogo, has closed down. only 6 storeys are open to the public for shopping (B1 to 5th floor). the less expensive branded goods like esprit are usually found on the ground floor. hope they can survive there. even food there is branded, haagen das ice-cream, godiva choc, etc..except for basement, which has a food court n 7-11,watsons etc.. as the tallest building, observatory level is a must. taking lift up to fifth floor(if my memory doesn fail me) then go to the counter to buy a ticket for NT450, about SGD 21, to go up to the observatory level with the lift bringing up to 80+ storey. i didn go up, cos it was really too ex n there were quite a lot of ppl. went B1, buy food! bought mua chee with jap red bean, soft n Q~~ with hot brown rice tea. yum!(i mean the mua chee). went 7-11, bought CC-lemon, with feilunhai as the spokesmen, a carbonated lemon drink. the 7-11 there is really convenient. they sell all sorts of things, even have photocopiers, tables n chairs for people to sit down n eat their food. miss the 7-11 there. the day starting to cool down..

sixth stop. ximending. headed for ximending, quite long ride from taipei 101 abt 40 min.. free and easy time after checking in. it was about 3pm. tired. our hotel is beside ximending..how nice. checked in the hotel n rest. slept for an hr or so before walking to ximending to shop n eat dinner. night time comes early, abt 5 plus in the evening. this is called day short night long i suppose, since is abt autumn going winter in abt 5 to 6 weeks' time. weather is cooling, abt 20 degrees, with cold wind. ate 阿宗面线 for dinner. delicious. ate 鸡排，蚝煎，雪花冰/泡泡冰.(similar to ice-kachang but the ice is like pencil shavings type). the 鸡排 and 蚝煎 were piping hot, warming our bodies. the 蚝煎 is a lil diff from here, they had sauce like western food chicken chop sauce top on it, some vege and it is in one piece unlike here, in many pieces. it wasn very crispy like here but jus as starchy or even more starchy..lols. the 压轴-雪花冰/泡泡冰. yummy! we ordered 4 bowls - red bean with mucha, 3p(strawberries, mango, kiwi), yam with sweet potatoes, last but not least, the only mango. my fav was the red bean with mucha. the combination was superb. mucha is like green tea so if u like green tea, then mucha shuld suit as well.. bought 葱油饼，韭菜盒子, quite okay, a bit blend n think cos it cooled down, it has lost is tangyness n crisp. so hv to eat it while it is still hot. love the graffiti there, looks very professional. there are 2 or 3 movie theatres there.how nice. sells lots of food too. corn dog, various types of fries (i ate this!), bbq quail eggs, mua chee, bbq corn with a licorice sauce(taste a lil weird), deep fried sweet potato eggs, many many more which i cnt rmb.. then walk around before going back to hotel n rest for the night.

well, i think i shuld stop here for now..type until my hands are a lil tired le..very long post le..some ppl shuld be entertained le..lols.stay tuned for the next episode..lols.im crapping.

rot

2008-12-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

rotting at home..moody.dun talk to me.

language barrier job

2008-12-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

went to work as a mini tour guide for a day last friday, 5 dec. supposedly we (squee, huijing, isa n i) were planning to go out to have fun together, yet it turned out to be have fun with other people. n we could oso earn money.. haha.. $35! (though it turned out to be $25, which made isa insane! n we dunno if we could get our reimbursements back..sobs..) we met early in the morning, though huijing n i were late, isa's dad drove us to the hotel beside bugis junction (forgot wad is the name of the hotel). we were given each a schedule to follow to bring the japanese students who came to singapore for some exchange prog around singapore. i brought 4 jap gals (anna, mao, ayano, asami) to sentosa n orchard together with squeena, who brought another 3 jap gals.
squee n i didn know that we were expected to know some basic japanese in order to communicate with them, so we had communication barrier. they cnt understand us and we cnt understand them. sad:( took mrt to harbourfront then cablecar to sentosa, which cost me $11. wad da.. they went up to the merlion and i waited at delifrance with squee cos we didn want to spend money to go up although my grp offered to pay for my ticket, i didn want them to spend money on me, i paiseh leh.. they had fun up there, saying that the view was nice n took pictures, buy souvenirs from the merlion.
i wanted to bring my grp to underwater world together with dolphin lagoon but due to time constrain n the cablecar tickets of both grps are bought together n squee's grp wanted to go orchard, so we didn go underwater world n dolphin lagoon..pity. save money though.
we went for lunch at wisma food republic, it was expensive.$$ fly away..then my grp suggested to go on separate ways then meet up later to go back to the hotel. so i followed squee. the person in charge call me to bring them back at 245.shit. im meeting them at 230 then hv to reach bugis hotel @245?! die lo..met all of them at 240 then rush back, obviously sure late, moreover the mrt interval is 6min.missed 2 mrts, reached hotel at 326, their bus is going off so rushed up to the lobby with isa (cos she is also late haha..) despite the time together with them is short, yet it was a new and enjoyable experience with those language barrier..haa..if there is another chance, perhaps i would go again..haha..

kena pangseh...

2008-12-02T23:04:00.004+08:00

well well, want go out with squee but always end up in a pool of water(被泼冷水) haii.. a bit lose the enthu in going out with her now but i will get over very soon, so shouldn b a prob.. hope she will keep her promise to go escape sometime next or next next week..

boring~

2008-12-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

im so so bored at home..there is no nice tv programmes, only can find shows on youtube..well, will get exhausted too..hope can go out sometimes then not so bored or else will hv mould?lol. someone save me..hv to get my stuff packed, but dunno where to start, there is jus too much things to be packed..have to start soon..

'renew' my blog

2008-12-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

hellos.back from my holiday.. fun though it was a little tired. 'renew' my blog cos it was rather 'unsafe' to use my sis' so my old posts are gone! anyway, 2 posts only..lols. hvn got time yet to upload the photos i took from tw, so have to wait lo.. it's beautiful, though didn get to see any luxurant flowers blooming(due to season factor). very happy get to see my pri sch fren at jiu fen (it is like a street selling local food, souvenir stuff, etc..), we got yuan fen.haha(: got time then upload the photos..